I can smell it in the air every time I login. That is ok... I will continue with my useless posts about myself and how you are all under me. I will continue to keep my spirits high and believe in who I am. Even if you don't like it or don't agree. You can all drown in your own self pity and hate yourselves and what you stand for. But not me. I am the best I can be, I love myself for it.

Do you think you could be as pretty or even prettier than me? Well get off that high horse baby. Cause noone is prettier or a more marvelous example of the human life form than me. Why do you think my name is fixation? I am the one. You all know me, and you all hate me, I am societies painting of beauty. You know it all too well.

Why do people refer to coffins as being a pine box? are they all pine boxes? what if I want burried curled up in a square fiberboard box sealed with duct tape? Why does everything have to be judged on societies standards. What makes this right and that wrong? Who the fuck are you and why are you here? go away...

Someone said I was either a whore or a lesbian. I am so not a whore, but I do like girls... that does not make me a lesbian cause my tits are not small and my head is not bald. So what are these people besides jealous and envied of my outstanding presence?

Did you ever notice how flavorful summer is? I mean think about the barbecues, the fruit drinks, the opposite sex... is it just me, or does everything taste better in the summer? Or maybe you disagree?

I was talking with a guy from the cable company today and I mentioned the thoughts of getting a satellite dish and he went ballistic on me. You would have thought I said something about his mother. I was pretty shocked to see how fast he snapped on me, and the things he said, and he was loud... I started laughing, and that made him even more irritated.

I do that a lot don't I? I mean, i am pretty vein and I talk myself up right? Well I'll have you know... that I truly am the most loveable, most beautiful woman in the world. Just so we're clear on that :) anyway, I am just playing. I do that a lot when i do not know what to write.

What is a fine girl to do when no guys have the balls to confront her... I was around a bunch of great looking guys today and noone even said hi... they all wanted to look, but no action
Do I need to wear a sign that says I am single?

Isn't that exciting? I never had a stalker before. I know what you are all thinking... "Be careful Fixation, stalkers can be dangerous." Well I can be dangerous too. I have a gun and I never shot anyone before either :)

Do you have it? Can you walk into a room with 12 people and expect 1 to say something on your behalf? Does anyone ever recommend you to others to get a job done? Or to give advice on a given subject? Do you have integrity amongst your peers? I know I do...